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whatpeoplesayiamthatswhatimnot:
-3:10 am
Lately I’ve been feeling like something’s missing. At first I thought it was you(well maybe I do miss a part of you) but actually I miss simple things that make life magical and fun, worth living, happy, exciting etc..
Even after all those late nights hanging out, keepin’ busy, laughing, drinking..
I need more. My soul needs more.
I crave waiting sunrise, waiting sunrise with good friends, then jumping straight in the water
I crave skinny dipping, late nights star gazing , swinging, traveling..if I don’t have the chance to travel somewhere out of my country, then travel somewhere in it, find new places in my country that I do not know about, mountains, rivers..
I crave going camping , gathering around campfire with loved ones,
Having an relaxing white room full of the stuffs I like, I have collected etc..with a different view . I need a new point of view.
I crave good sex, I crave having a guy that loves me while I love him. Cause mostly, whenever we love someone, they don’t love us back and the opposite.
I crave sleeping naked..In a hug, a hug of that person;
I crave learning new things, skills, having new hairstyle , being natural and …you know what.(says to myself)
I’m tired of it, I just want it to go away, I wanna be able to go out on time, looking natural and yet beautiful ,stop wearing make up.
I crave going out on a summer rain.
I wanna go to Paris, then London, I wanna go to an AM concert, I wanna wake up to a room full of balloons, I fkn love balloons
I want that after fight rough sex as well, but all that sucks when u have that one person, that one person that is what you’re looking for, that has all of that, but then shit happens..
I want the strong feeling, connection when you’re feeling like u cant breathe, like you’re in heaven, i want to feel that with someone, when you can feel the love in you, so strong..even tho I don’t know how that feels yet, but i felt it, In a dream. I wanna learn how to play the guitar, make gigs, new friends, be disappointed or angry or sad as well, all that is a part of being human, of life. Even tho i’ve felt being angry, sad or what so ever, that will always be there. I will always feel that, but in a certain doses. I want to be your 1 a.m. fuck and your 1 p.m. lunch date. I wanna be happy, I wanna sleep naked in clean comfy sheets, I wanna take a bubble bath while drinking wine and reading, or listening to a chill music. I wanna go horseriding, I wanna take pictures of moments, i want a good wine, good hotels, art, i wanna go on an airplane, see the sky, see how tiny and little everything is, i wanna play in the snow, i crave the hot shower after a snowy day, i want forgiveness , peace, i wanna be ur 3 am thoughts, I wanna bite you
I wanna swim, deep, see the blue peace around me, I want your kisses, good food, be afraid, be free, I want you to treat me right,restaurants , pizza, morning coffee, good colon, good perfume , comfy clothes, good nap, good books, good music, hugs, I wanna love you, I also want you to want me, to love me(this wasn’t supposed to be for you, you just have to be in everything I do huh? )
I want a lot of simple things.I don’t wanna be stuck in this small city, i wanna experience new lovers ,new sex, new food, feel new sand on my tiptoes, see new landscapes, read new books, feel new kisses, touches , lights;
Me to younger me - you do that little girl.
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